The first appointment I could not go through with because it was to be a girl friend experience booking that would involve physical intimacy that I can't provide right now. Although there are men that have a fetish that would have made me the perfect provider for their fantasies at the moment. But it is not my thing even though I believe in the adage, each to their own.
For the second booking, with Mr Muddy, although no physical intimacy (sex) is required, I didn't have the stamina, either mental or physical. People often mistake domination with no sex as being easy money. Easy, they say, because no sex is involved. But I disagree. You have to be alert, stringing along the client's fantasy with the logistics of the surroundings and facilities. I would probably have fainted mid-way. And considering that I'd have had to drive almost 80 miles out to see them, I wasn't up to the car journey either.
I sent an email out in the early hours to the first client but to forewarn him that I would be indisposed. Then I woke up this morning, now sure I couldn't go through with the booking, and phoned him all the same to make sure he knew. He was very understanding.
So was Mr Muddy who admitted that while he'd been looking forward to our session, my getting better was the most important thing.
I was torn between providing them both with more details. I wanted them to appreciate that there was really no way I could have gone through with our sessions. I don't know why I felt the need to convince them. Clients are often sceptical when an escort cancels a booking, thinking perhaps she is dumping them for a more lucrative contract. But at the same time, clients are not husbands or boy-friends and really don't need to hear all the gruesome facts and still manage to feel aroused, the way a partner would.
After a day in bed, I'm feeling much, much better and stronger. There's a good chance that I'll be able to re-arrange things for next week-end. As far as they're both concerned, I'm worth the wait!
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